www.chrisdarbro.com – Chris Darbro

(the majority of the following is also mirrored on my myspace)

Merry Christmas And A Happy New Year To All! Twas a pretty good christmas I’d say. I got some cool gifts (sincity collectors edition on dvd, volume 3 of family guy, some new tires, among other things, pretty kick ass huh?), and it was a decent time. Played poker with the fam christmas eve, ate various meats and cheeses and that whole deal, which, was pretty delicious. Opened christmas presents christmas day then pretty much lazed about the house the rest of the day, worked fine for me. Im full, im sure I put on some christmas weight already, which is good times I guess, it just means I did my christmas right. haha. Hope everyone else had an excellent christmas, or chanukah, or whatever you may celebrate.

Things have…changed? lately I guess.I certainly havent changed, but things in my life and people in it and circumstances have. Ive just been more myself lately I suppose. I think ive spent a good chunk of the past couple years being who I am, but toning it down a bit or hiding parts of it from some of my friends I had at the time and such, because I cared enough about my friendships with them to do that, so they wouldnt think im as weird as I am or can be sometimes, that I was more serious or more mature or focused and things than I was. Truth is, why bother appeasing your friends when you cant be who you truly are? I mean, I really am just a weirdo goofball guy, and whats the point of having certain friends of mine if I cant be who I am without them disliking it or thinking im weird in a bad way. It’s amazing that the more time I spent apart from them the easier it was to realize this. I dont like where I was, the situations, the people, I mean I did, but I just dont care for the backstabbing, the greed-ish personalities, an other things. it’s just not me. I’m sorry, that’s just who I am. I have fun not worrying about racing to the finish line trying to get some degree or something so I can look better or be better than someone else. So they can continue living their lives, talking trash on each other behind their backs, vying and competing for who has the degree, or whos making the most money, who’s the most connected, etc. it’s crap and pointless. I live my life everyday having fun, always wearing a smile, really enjoying life, something a lot of people think they might do, but really arent. I have my tough times, but I smile through them. I know im lucky for the things and people I have in my life, im not selfish, im always wanting to give back so much more than I ever receive, and I know that know matter how bad it ever gets, there’s always someone out there that has it worse. Every day I live a pretty happy life, and know that if I died tomorrow, I’d die fully content that I lived a good life, with no regrets. and there’s something not many people will ever experience I think with the way society is today.

Anyway, just figured I’d copy that blog entry here as well, I started it on myspace instead of here for some odd reason, and was too lazy to write a fresh blog entry here, but to sum things up:

Christmas is cool.
I had a good one.
I hope everyone else’s rocked.
Im quite thankful for everything I have. not just for christmas, but in my life.

Yeeup, that’s about it. haha. Good night everyone, and god bless.