(the majority of the following is also mirrored on my myspace)
Merry Christmas And A Happy New Year To All! 
Twas a pretty good christmas I’d say. I got some cool gifts (sincity collectors edition on dvd, volume 3 of family guy, some new tires, among other things, pretty kick ass huh?), and it was a decent time. Played poker with the fam christmas eve, ate various meats and cheeses and that whole deal, which, was pretty delicious. Opened christmas presents christmas day then pretty much lazed about the house the rest of the day, worked fine for me. Im full, im sure I put on some christmas weight already, which is good times I guess, it just means I did my christmas right. haha. Hope everyone else had an excellent christmas, or chanukah, or whatever you may celebrate.
Things have…changed? lately I guess.I certainly havent changed, but things in my life and people in it and circumstances have. Ive just been more myself lately I suppose. I think ive spent a good chunk of the past couple years being who I am, but toning it down a bit or hiding parts of it from some of my friends I had at the time and such, because I cared enough about my friendships with them to do that, so they wouldnt think im as weird as I am or can be sometimes, that I was more serious or more mature or focused and things than I was. Truth is, why bother appeasing your friends when you cant be who you truly are? I mean, I really am just a weirdo goofball guy, and whats the point of having certain friends of mine if I cant be who I am without them disliking it or thinking im weird in a bad way. It’s amazing that the more time I spent apart from them the easier it was to realize this. I dont like where I was, the situations, the people, I mean I did, but I just dont care for the backstabbing, the greed-ish personalities, an other things. it’s just not me. I’m sorry, that’s just who I am. I have fun not worrying about racing to the finish line trying to get some degree or something so I can look better or be better than someone else. So they can continue living their lives, talking trash on each other behind their backs, vying and competing for who has the degree, or whos making the most money, who’s the most connected, etc. it’s crap and pointless. I live my life everyday having fun, always wearing a smile, really enjoying life, something a lot of people think they might do, but really arent. I have my tough times, but I smile through them. I know im lucky for the things and people I have in my life, im not selfish, im always wanting to give back so much more than I ever receive, and I know that know matter how bad it ever gets, there’s always someone out there that has it worse. Every day I live a pretty happy life, and know that if I died tomorrow, I’d die fully content that I lived a good life, with no regrets. and there’s something not many people will ever experience I think with the way society is today.
Anyway, just figured I’d copy that blog entry here as well, I started it on myspace instead of here for some odd reason, and was too lazy to write a fresh blog entry here, but to sum things up:
Christmas is cool.
I had a good one.
I hope everyone else’s rocked.
Im quite thankful for everything I have. not just for christmas, but in my life.
Yeeup, that’s about it. haha. Good night everyone, and god bless.
So, I hear Christmas songs at work all day long and have for the past month. I dont mind them so much, but all the ’soft hits’ have gotten a bit repetitive, I need some spice in my xmas playlist. So, I set out to make a rock-pop christmas playlist of sorts, that would fit onto a standard audio cd (roughly 70 mins). I quickly found that not a lot of newer rock bands have done any christmas stuff. lame. So it quickly turned into a pop/punk/alternative christmas album pretty quick. Along the way, other favorite xmas songs of mine kept trying to sneak on to the list, until I’d catch myself. I love John Lennon’s “merry xmas (war is over)” like no other, but that wasnt the criteria for the xmas list, and it, along with some sinatra, some george thorogood, and some other various artists kept trying to sneak on, but I wasnt lettin it happen. Finally, after about 6 hours, and it being roughly 4am or so, I finally found a list I was content with that brought a smile to my face and a groove to my heart. That list is as follows:
And there you have it. I like it so far, it’s been a blast to listen to.
p.s. ….. Ive been playing with the website for the movie ‘wedding crashers’ (one of my fave movies), and there’s a section of the site where you can insert your self into one of the characters places in the trailer. The following links should take you to the ones I made:
http://www.weddingcrashersmovie.com/crashthistrailer/index.htm?id=224214
http://www.weddingcrashersmovie.com/crashthistrailer/index.htm?id=224212
One is me as Vince Vaughn, the other is me as Owen Wilson. I think they’re pretty funny to watch, lol.
hmm. so let’s see… I’ve not been up to anything to exciting lately. I got my xbox 360, and I spent the first couple days just toying with it seeing what kinds of things I could make it do, and eventually got bored at some point for a brief moment and decided to use it for what it was designed for: playing games. whod’ve thought, huh? I started playing this game called “Project Gotham Racing 3″ and didnt think too much of it at first, and slowly started getting hooked. Me and my brother have been taking turns playing it a lot lately. (since I still only have just one controller for it right now.) It’s been a blast, and been quite the distraction, before I got my xbox I was doing my spanish language courses at night, and now I havent even touched them since.
Work still sucks. well, let me go further into that. Work doesnt suck so much, it’s really the pay essentially that sucks. The job itself is ok, the people I work with are fairly fun, the side perks are great, it keeps me fairly healthy and I like the occasional running around I do all day, I get to interact with lots of people, which I like, even if some of them can be ignorant sometimes. Im just not a sit-behind-the-desk wallflower kind of person, I like to be moving around and social with people, which I get to do a little with this job, it’s just the pay that’s killing me. Also, I dont have too much of a life right now, my schedule is typically the same every day: Get up, go to work, deal with any stresses there, come home, snack on things the rest of the night, maybe work out a little, play guitar, write, study things, think, feed the fish, talk to a couple friends online, (all in no particular order), and then go to bed, to do the same thing the next day. The regiment of it all pains me, I like a bit more spice in my day, but it’s what I’ve gotta put up with for now.
Meh, that’s all I can think to write for now, Im kinda tired. 
Till next time…
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