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Bah, I’ll update soon, Ive just been kind of busy and running on very little sleep. and yet ive been doing nothing productive. I’ll explain soon when im not so tired.

Im in a weird mood right now, I feel kind of…blindsided, I guess. It kind of sucks when you think you know or trust someone, or even look up to them, and all of that is taken away in an instant. I think it’s not just the little things that can make a friend, but definitely the big things too. For example. Say you’re accused of murder, or something just terrible that you’d never do in a million years, and you’re sure your friends know this as well. Which ones stick by you, and which ones just go off what everyone else says, even if it’s the majority saying it? Will your supposed friend just go off what everyone else says because they believe in numbers, or will they stick by you, maybe be doubtful, but do what they can to find the truth, and or listen and or understand your side of the story, and not just let it go in one ear and out the other? meh. I apologize, im not so much blogging right now as I am venting, im just a little frustrated when the evil things in life win out. Believe me, if I had the ability to, I’d be serving justice like fresh pie to those that have it coming, Im tired of people’s lies or BS.

I grew up a pretty rough and shady person. Over the past few years ive changed that, and have done a lot to change and become a better person. I like the person I’ve started to become, I like waking up in the morning and feeling like a moral and good person, and knowing that I have more integrity and loyalty than most people out there. But because of it, I think I allow myself to be taken for granted a bit more, and I also have to deal with things that really suck, but are sadly ‘a part of life’. People arent always what they seem. They can let you down when you’d never expect them to. But they can also redeem themselves, or prove you wrong, in general, life, and the human race, is quite an incredible thing. Our nature amazes me. We can turn so easily on each other, no matter how much we are connected to or care about someone. It’s pretty damn scary.

Meh. sorry, i’ve just got way too much on my mind and plate right now, this recent event doesnt make things any easier. On a brighter note, I finally got a new phone. It’s the motorola v360, it’s pretty neat-o. It’s got a nicer camera than my last phone, among other cool things, like a video recorder, an mp3 player, can use external memory cards, high speed internet support(EDGE), push to talk, a speakerphone, mp3 ringtones, nicer brighter display, a headphone jack for listening to music, and probabaly 2 or 3 times the battery life of the old one, among other things. needless to say, it rocks my socks off. I took a couple pictures of it that are in the moblog, unfortunatly, the pics suck because they were taken with the old camera phone, but alas, there are some pics of the old phone on there too, that were taken with, you guessed it, the new camera phone, so they’re a bit better quality.

Other than that, I’ve not been up to too much, just have had a lot on my plate lately, and a lot of decisions to make, and it’s been tough. I’ll figure it all out eventually though.