www.chrisdarbro.com – Chris Darbro

Yeah, I know, that’s probably not the first time Ive used that title
for a post, and im sure it wont be the last. Im just pretty upset today,
and I hate being upset, but ive got good reason to be. I dont know how
best to explain it. I was just in a not great mood a week or two ago
about a decision I was making. Then I was finally shown some sort of
sign to put off that decision, and if all went well, maybe I wouldnt
have to make the decision at all. Then someone showed me that perhaps
that sign was crap, maybe it didnt mean anything at all, because it
sure didnt seem to matter to them. I for the most part fully blame them,
this person has put me in this situation in the past before, and I had
completely forgotten about it. They had the ability to prove that it
meant something and that I shouldnt make that decision, and they blew
it, I think. My mind is still a bit scrambled about the situation. I
know im tired of the crap. This person might be able to make it up to
me, I dont know. But they’ve very little time to try, even though I
know they are very capable of doing so whether they realize it or not.
But if I know any better, they simply dont care and wont try, and will
just let things slip through the cracks. and Sadly, this person has
rarely proved me wrong when I wanted them to. *shrug*. I dont know
what will happen next, but im a week or so away i think from making
the decision i was going to make, and from the looks of it, im sure
much isnt going to stand in my way this time. we’ll see. Anyway, this
is all very cryptic i imagine, it makes sense to me though, which is
enough for me, being that I view this as more of a personal journal
I accidentally left open than a blog. But for things that arent as
cryptic, stay tuned, I’ll try to get the rest of the vegas story up
as soon as I have the energy to.