www.chrisdarbro.com - Chris Darbro

Note: as i sit here and write this, at roughly 3pm today, Id just
like to note that, if there’s one thing that gets me steamed, it’s
being lied to my face, whether it’s a half lie, or full, or in person
or a couple thousand miles away. that is all.

Things have been alright and kinda fun lately, despite the fact that
my weekend was, for the most part, pretty uneventful. And im finding
it easier to slowly begin the process of pushing someone out of my life
that I need to, slowly but surely. Ove the past week or so, Kayla S.
and I started talking a bit more than we typically have, which was
good, it was a good chance to clear up the air and be pretty open
and honest about some confusion or misunderstandings, and all was well.
I rather enjoyed our conversations, It’s been a while since I’ve felt
that honest with someone, and felt they were giving me the same back.
Wednesday night her and I watched one of my favorite dvd’s, and talked
a lot, about a lot of things, and a lot of people, sometimes deep,
sometimes just goofy chatting. I enjoy my in-person conversations with
her, she’s an excellent conversationalist, always has much to say, and
it’s always interesting and fun to hear. Another reason she tends to be
fun to talk to is that I can relate with her and a lot of what she says,
her beliefs, and her goals. There’s so many people in utah of a
mindset, that, well, I tolerate, but certainly cant stand, and with
her, it reminds me there are some amazing people here, they’re just
a bit hard to come by. (on a side note: since I tend to think of this
as more of my personal journal that I kind of left out on accident
somewhere, as opposed to a blog intended for the public, I must say
this: yeah, rubins and softing are pretty much the same thing, but
rubins is soooo much better/nicer. *that will probably make no sense
to anyone, which is fine, dont bother asking, cause i wont explain it*
)

btw… did I mention vegas/my birthday is less than a month away?!?!
hehe. couldnt help it.just excited is all, you all know how I get.
anyway,I think im gonna stop here. im worn out and I think im a bit
burnt from the arts festival today. perhaps I’ll sleep, maybe play
some guitar for a little bit later. oh how tough my life is

Im surely not dumb, there are some people I believe I tend to know
well enough that I dont have to do much to decipher the things they
dont say. Especially when clues are spread in more than one location…
anyway, per my last post, the whole thing about the next months being
fun or hell, well, right now the forecast is looking to be a bit of
both unfortunatly.Vegas as well as my birthday are now less than a
month away, im excited. I remember when I went to vegas last year, I
was still having trouble dealing with some things in my life, and going
and coming back were a big step for me, in that they helped me clear
a lot of that hurdle. Past month or 2 ive been kinda faced with a
problem and just kinda waiting to see how someone else was gonna handle
it, as it was pretty much up to them. Now ive been kinda shown for all
intents and purposes where someone’s thoughts or lack of caring is
on the subject, and I think it might be best at this point to
completely erase the problem from my mind for good. And I think vegas
is gonna be how i accomplish that this year, I think it’ll work well
seeing how good it did on pretty much a very similar problem last year.
I need the time away. I think im pretty set in this now, and unless
something comes up between now and then, well, once i get back, what’s
done will pretty much be done.as hard as it’ll be to deal with, but
I’ve got a lot going on after I get back I think that should keep my
mind off things. And im not going to talk about this with anyone, so
if you’re reading this, dont bother asking. It’ll be an interesting
time, my lease will be up, I dont know yet if im gonna stay with the
same room mate, stay in the same place, or move somewhere completely
different, etc.

Moving on.. Las vegas is gonna be a blast. 21’st birthday, as well
as being my golden birthday. I’ll probably have some drinks, maybe
gamble a *little* not a lot.(im not a huge fan of gambling), maybe
get a tattoo. Gonna hit up club shadow legally this year, as well
as hopefully see the pussycat dolls, a popular burlesque show set
to pop tunes and such, with occasional celebrity guest performers,
like gwen stefani, christina aguilera, fergie from BEP,britney spears,
charlize theron, the list goes on. Willa Ford will be there when im
there, which works, she’s a pretty decent singer and a total babe.
All I know is, im sure there wont be a dull moment during my stay.
I’m definitly gonna try to get lots of pictures again while im there.
anyway, I’ll likely be ranting about how excited I am for the next
month. so, enough of that, for now, im out.

been an interesting week. someone took me to court, I won, so
that was cool. seen a lotta cool movies lately, mr. and mrs. smith,
batman begins, cinderella man, and some others. went and had some work
done on my car, the dealers rechromed my interior which was cool, then
I came home and installed a new headlight cause one of them was bad.
wednesday night I worked on the set of a movie being shot in slc. it
was pretty cool, I only worked for like 2.5 hours, and got paid $72.
yeah, that works out to be some pretty good cash per hour. friday I
prefer to forget, and am sure I will with time. saturday was cool,
kinda lazy, but fun. Im pretty sure it’s going to be interesting to see
how the next 3 months go for me. could be fun, could be hell, suppose
I’ll find out as time passes. as it does, of course it’ll likely be
posted here.