www.chrisdarbro.com - Chris Darbro

Wow. this is like the 4th day in a row I havent been to bed till at
least sometime after 5am. it’s a quarter to 7 as I write this. I’ve
just been up running late night errands, buying groceries and things,
working on things I need to get done, working on trying to think of
something to get missy for graduation, then actually putting that
idea to work. (long story, explain some other time :P). Anyway, I
just felt like updating, saying im doing well and all that good stuff.
Congratulations to all those I know who are graduating things,
high school, college, the school of hard knocks, etc. Anyway, I
need to get some sleep, I gotta run out to tooele later tonight.

It’s kinda funny, how much I’ve changed in the past year or so,
and what things havent changed, as a person I’ve tried to hold on
to the good things, old and new, im always trying to better myself,
and will be on that quest till the day I die, it’s just in my heart
to be that way. Im always wanting to be the hero, the problem solver,
the answer to the problem, and sometimes It seems like I cant, no
matter how much I try, which I think is one of the most frustrating
things in my life. I hate when I can’t fix things, make people’s days,
solve their problems, etc. It’s hard to accept that i can only do so
much, when there’s so much more that I want to fix in this world.
I wish I knew where it came from. There are traits to me that I can
never figure out where they came from. not from my mom or stepdad, not
from my biological dad, and they are huge parts of me, and great ones
at that, I wish I knew where they came from though. Or what inspired
me to be that way. perhaps one day I’ll find someone, or maybe already
have, that i can sit down with, who’ll know me well enough to help
me figure it out. All I know is lately, I sometimes feel so lost in
life, it’s fun finding your path in life, and choosing your adventure
along the way, but on occasion you want someone to take you by the hand
and lead a little. All I know is I eagerly anticipate the future and
the surprises it holds.

life’s still as confusing, er, rather, frustrating as ever,
couldnt think of anything to post. I’ve been listening to a lot of
indie stuff lately, and got bored of it, so I put together a playlist
of acoustic and live stuff to listen to in my car, and then the other
night I put together this playlist to listen to around the house and on
my laptop, and I kinda started scrathing my head when I took a second
look at it, I thought it was a weird playlist before, but now I realize
it might not be as weird as I thought it was. lol.

Surrender - Ashlee Simpson
While me guitar gently weeps - Beatles
Rain - Breaking Benjamin
Wicked Game - Chris Isaak
Travelin Soldier - Dixie Chicks
Jalihouse Rock - Elvis
Leech - Eve6
Torn - Natalie Imbruglia
Crazy On You - Heart
I want you to want me - Letters to cleo
breathe your name - sixpence
your body is a wonderland - john mayer
I dont know - lostprophets
Comfortably numb - pink floyd
shame on me - ryan cabrera
singing in my sleep - semisonic
sidewalks - story of the year
blue and yellow - the used
view from heaven - yellowcard

among many others. it was definitly a very different and somewhat
random playlist. heh.But pretty good none the less.