www.chrisdarbro.com – Chris Darbro

I swear that’s not the first time I’ve used that infamous beatles
lyric in a blog post. I’d have to check the archives to be sure.
Things have been 6 degrees of insanity lately. It’s just been way
crazy. There’s a lot going on, and not much of it is good. There’s
been a lot going through my head, so many things to think about, it
makes my head spin. Im on hard times kind of right now as well, which
hasnt made all the decisions I have to make or all the thinking much
easier. Im constantly finding myself feeling confused about anything
and everything every day, trying to figure some things out. It’s been
this way for a few weeks now, and frankly Im tiring of it.

On top of that there’s been some people and other various things
that have been on my mind a lot lately, that have been making me think
a lot, and even in some cases making me realize the effect those
people or things have had on my decision making lately, especially
certain decisions to go other places just to distance myself from
those people or things, because of fears I have.

I know none of this likely makese sense, I’m mainly writing it down for
my own peace of mind, which is why I started this thing over a year ago
anyway, to empty my head and put all my thoughts somewhere, because it
was something I needed and was almost theraputic, the fact that my
friends or whoever got to read it was just a perk on the side, sounds
selfish, but simply put, from the start, this blog has been more for me
than the actual people that read it. But I dont mind others getting to
read this personal ‘journal’ of mine, it’s been helpful for most, to
get an idea of where im coming from or what’s on my mind i those times
I just dont feel like talking to other people.

Anyway, weekend was alright, friday was simple and uneventful, Saturday
was much more fun, Saturday night a bunch of us all went out to dinner
together at Thai Foon restaurant at the gateway, which included Mr.
Cliff Skolnick, one of the original founders of the apache project,
who just happened to be in town and gave Neil a call. After that me
and Brad went out for coffee with Siviak (Jeff), another friend of
ours that happened to be in town from vegas. All in all I thought it
was a fun night. It surely was the height of any fun I’ve had lately
anyway.

meh.

anyway, im out. Hopefully things’ll get better for me soon, I’ve got
my fingers crossed.