www.chrisdarbro.com – Chris Darbro

K, so I had planned on mentioning my alright day
here, but something else has come up. When I wrote
my last post, I was worried some people might take
it the wrong way, or take offense because I was a bit
too ‘honest’. Turns out it was taken the wrong way,
just in a way I didnt expect. I received a lot of
feedback about it, by people in person, by people
via instant messenger, and even an email. I was
pretty shocked, because no one ever gives that much
feedback on anything I’ve written on here, just the
casual ‘hey, read such and such the other day,
it’s cool you have a blog, yada yada. fun to read
and know what’s goin on’. But it was weird, everyone
started to assume they knew what or who I was talking
about at any given time in that post, and Im still not
mentioning if any of them were right or not, but it was
weird to see a bunch of people stick up for me or defend
me about something I had no clue they even cared about.
On the other hand, as flattering as it is to know you
have good friends, it really wasnt a smart approach to
the matter, and might have made other people pissed off
or something, which was not my intent by any means.
It’s not like I was talking a bunch of crap on anyone,
I was just saying how I felt about something, which,
I was pretty vague about at the time, (or at least
I had thought so), and it was intrepreted many ways.
I surely dont want any bad blood between anyone, and
would prefer to see everyone happy and getting along.
I think a lot of this nonsense came about because of
lack of communication by a few parties involved, which
strikes me as funny because ‘lack of communication’ on
the other side’s part was one of the main causes of the
problem originally, way back when it first started. I
hate when that happens with people, it’s pretty sad to
see, that’s why I usually am pretty honest, about most
anything and everything, who I am, my thoughts on anything,
anything. I just dont have anything to hide really, and
havent for months now, my life has moved in a new direction,
and I’ve moved with it, as hard as the change was and is
sometimes. But that has it’s rhyme and reason, and I accept
it. Ive moved on, my life’s much different, (to an extent,
different paced life, same ol lovable chris , but that’s
not gonna stop me from voicing my opinion on something or
someone being a bit hypocritical or just not even realizing
what’s coming out of their mouths sometimes without truly
giving it some thought before they say it. I dont know.
All I know is, as far as this matter goes, instead of people
taking it into their own hands, or defending me on a hitch,
they should come talk to me first, and I’d be glad to talk
about any of it with them, I cant say they’re wrong, but it’s
not fair of me to call them right either, I know they’ve heard
both parties’ side of the story, and I know mine was as honest
as could be, and that they’ve likely made their decisions about
my or the other parties character or themselves as a person.
I dont know, nor do I care at this point, I think im kinda goin
in circles, this isnt all that important, but needed to be
addressed, and should there be any questions about it, ask
me personally, and I’ll do the best I can.

Moving On….

So, I was at work today, and I usually leave my messenger open,
so people can contact me or leave me a message on it if needed.
I wasnt having a particularly great day, until I looked over
at my computer and noticed that someone had messaged me. I
opened it, and read the following:

“Hey cutie! I know you aren’t on but i just wanted to tell you how awsome
of a person you are. I was having a bad day last night and just talking to
you made it all the better. Also that i hope you have a wonderful day
today and smile lots. Love ya tonz. Bye bye. (I’ll call you later tonight
if that is okay. Other wise give me a call sometime.) ”

and instantly smiled. It’s fun to get something random,
spontaneous and fun like that from a friend, im not gonna
mention who she is if she’d rather not be mentioned, but
she knows she wrote it and will probably see this later.
So to her I say thanx for making my day and cheering me
up, I coudl use the cheering up, because all I can keep
thinkin about is my root canal im supposed to have tomorrow.
bleh. that’s gonna super suck. hopefully I get some really
good pain killers, better than these lortabs I have now,
cause they arent doing all that well for me lately. Anyway,
I’m probably gonna go now, but like I mentioned, if anyone
needs to talk to me, feel free, Im here. Whether by IM,
e-mail, telephone, or snail mail.