www.chrisdarbro.com – Chris Darbro

It’s usually better to update this when I’m not in
a bad mood, but right now, I honestly just dont
give a damn. Im going to vent, cause I feel like
venting, even if in the end I dont come out and
state why it is or what it is exactly that im
venting about (which I have a feeling might happen.)
and yes, I did just in fact say ‘damn’ in my blog.
“whoa!” you might say, but I just dont care. You want
to know who I am? I’ll tell you, and this will be
the most honest blog post you’ve read in a long time.
mainly because im not going to hold anything back, and
im going to say exctly what’s on my mind, and I dont
care if it ruins my ‘kind, nice guy’ image a bit.
Yeah, I am kind, I truly am a nice guy. I’m a very
compassionate and caring person as well. But when
it comes to this blog I’ve been way too nice, kept
my image way too clean, and I do that with people all
the time, I just have way too much patience with people
and am too nice to them, even when it’s the last thing
they deserve, because I cant bring myself to be a jerk
to them, but I just dont care anymore. If you couldnt
already tell, I’m a little bit pissed off right now.
Especially with a few certain people. And as much as I’d
like to throw in their face how hypocritical and full
of crap and backstabbing they are, I’m going to let this
one individual slide for now, because I know bringing it
up and pointing it out to the person wont accomplish
anything, and would make things worse, this is just
one of those people where im better off knowing what NOT
to say. So in this case im just going to keep quiet, take
a deep breath, and move along. There’s also one other person
on my shit list right now, and since I dont know them all
that well, I have no respect or care for their well being
right now, and should I see them any time soon, I’m likely
to let my irish temper take over and beat the living shit
out of them, regardless of any of the consequences. They’ve
indirectly pushed the wrong buttons with me today, and now
I’m rather fed up. And since I dont care at this point,
I consider this rant fair warning to them, whether they
ever visit my site or not. Moving on. I did end up going
to the dentist the other day, Im going to have to have a
root canal this wednesday. That’s gonna suck. or so I keep
hearing, as I’ve never actually had one before. Until then
I’ve been on some lortabs and antibiotics. The lortabs are
great, the antibiotics suck, they taste disgusting, and I
can taste them for almost 30 min after I’ve swallowed them.
Went to the X96/Sony Big Ass Show this weekend, it was fun,
I’ve gone every year for the past 6 years. There were some
awesome bands there, including Hoobastank, Sum41, Lit,
Lost Prophets, Goldfinger, Story of the year, and a few others.
It was a pretty good show. For now im just gonna go curl
up in my covers in bed, the one place that throughout my
troubles makes me feel great, even if I am super pissed off.
I’ve got to be up at 6am, I might as well get a hew hours
of shut eye at least, and try to make it a half decent or
enjoyable few hours. As long as I dont have that one
particular dream I have every so often, that scares me
sometimes, I’ll have to talk about it sometime, or if you
ever see me, just ask, and I just might divulge it you.
night.